Seeking information and starting the process

It can feel like a very big step to make that first call. You may have thought about MAiD for a long time and feel very sure this is what you want to do, or, you may feel hesitant, knowing a part of you wants this, and another part of you is unsure. You may just be curious and want to find out more about it.

It can be helpful to remember that you are never obligated to have MAiD. It is not uncommon to be feeling what seem like contradictory emotions all at the same time.

Whatever your thoughts and feelings, it can be helpful to express them. Consider talking to someone you trust who will listen and give you support.

If you have been asked to call the MAiD office for someone else, it can be a tough call to make. Remember that your job is to be the messenger. You are not deciding whether they will have an assisted death. You are helping them make their wishes known. It can be helpful to remember that the eligibility process helps the person make an informed decision about this option.

The law requires that you make your request in writing. Each province/territory has their own forms for this purpose. You will need to sign and date the request form in front of a witness, who:

• Must be at least 18 years of age and understand what it means to request MAID.
• Cannot benefit from the death - for example anyone who may be named in your will or who will receive property or items after you die.
• Cannot be an owner or operator of a health care facility where the individual lives or is receiving care.
• Cannot be an unpaid caregiver.
• Can be a paid health care worker or paid caregiver.

It can sometimes feel stressful to find a witness and have them sign the form at the same time as you. This can be especially true if you are feeling unwell or if you do not want your family or friends to know that you are requesting an assisted death. Talk to the MAiD office if you are not sure how to arrange a witness.

Sometimes the form is very long, repetitive and has a lot of legal language, which can feel overwhelming and confusing.

You might find yourself feeling sad, relieved, or other emotions when you sign the request form. It may make it feel more ‘real’ to see it in black and white on a piece of paper.

No matter how you feel about their request, helping a person complete a written request for MAiD can bring on mixed emotions. The legal language and lengthy form may be confusing and frustrating. Seeing the request in writing may make you feel any number of emotions: sadness, anger, resentment, fear. You may also feel a sense of comfort that you are able to help the person complete a difficult task. These are all common feelings in these circumstances.